It is of utmost misfortune that I have to write this, as I never thought for a moment longer that we would reach a state as such. Mistrust. Disappointment. And perhaps anger.
Tell me, is it wise to talk behind the back of the person u love? Is it for love that u discuss bout ur lover with strangers? And in the name of love that u unhesitatingly share issues between the two of u with another?
Time and again, I have spoken from my heart of my discontent and dislikes. U listened and nodded in understanding. Now I’m wondering whether we’ve ever been talking on the same wavelength in the first place!
To those who’ve stuck up for me, I’m really grateful to have wonderful friends like u. At least there’s ppl out there who know me well enough not to doubt I’m nothing of that sort – the inhumane, perhaps heartless sort. One who acts without brains. I’m a fcking reasonable and realistic person for goodness sake!
I’ve come to know that, the innocent looking or rather, those who act innocent always earn sympathy from others. Thus, getting finger-pointing away from them and in the opposite direction. Thank you my beloved friends who did not fall for the trap!
And mind, the rest of u, don’t jump to conclusions in issues u’re not expert in. As this merely shows the unintelligent, narrow-minded, ignorant and dense sort u choose to be.
Behold the actor, a picture of blamelessness. Sometimes I wish you’d act the 21 years u are, that u’d learn from ur mistakes. I’m not saying I’m flawless as I've wronged too - How, if only…
that would be another story told in a different time.Now, if u could, please stop? Stop hassling those dear to me. For they know better what to think of me.
Judge not, lest ye be judged. The least anyone could do is respect me.
Kisses. ♥