Sunday, 29 November 2009

Im back babey~!

Finals over. fck it ;)
this sem was a damn stressful one for me.
now, shall wait for the results. im dreading. totally.
=(

Anyhoo, had good fun catching up with ex classmates who are back from all over =)
Love u guys~!

Hrm, what shall I do tomoro? Suddenly so free :(
Find me smth to doooo....



Kisses. ♥

Friday, 13 November 2009

note

all-time favorite...




if u want it sexy n elegant, french it ;)


A note from yours truly.
Just takin a lil break from all that mind-boggling mess.


Kisses. ♥

Monday, 9 November 2009

Feelin' the pressure. . .

Woke up at 9. I set my alarm at 8 last nite, but it was raining this morning...ahhh, the bliss of sleeping on a rainy day!
No lectures anymore, so I stayed home in front of my laptop with the intention to very roughly draft out stuff I have to study for finals. Mission failed though. Cos i was in a total blur, no understanding whatsoever in any of the subjects. Don't know where to start. How can?

I'm in a panic attack! screw.

Thinkin of a new strategy now...
Praying hard for a miracle...


Dang, why am I forever lookin' for shortcuts in life?


I'm lucky to have always gotten away with things...
Maybe not this time 'round...


*panic attack*


In a foul mood.


My stupid brains better speed up.
I guess it needs time to heat up after all the accumulated rust and dust.

And I should probably calm down
*inhale*
*exhale*


To every problem, there is a solution.


I'll try again tonight.



Kisses. ♥

Friday, 6 November 2009

My say

It is of utmost misfortune that I have to write this, as I never thought for a moment longer that we would reach a state as such. Mistrust. Disappointment. And perhaps anger.

Tell me, is it wise to talk behind the back of the person u love? Is it for love that u discuss bout ur lover with strangers? And in the name of love that u unhesitatingly share issues between the two of u with another?

Time and again, I have spoken from my heart of my discontent and dislikes. U listened and nodded in understanding. Now I’m wondering whether we’ve ever been talking on the same wavelength in the first place!

To those who’ve stuck up for me, I’m really grateful to have wonderful friends like u. At least there’s ppl out there who know me well enough not to doubt I’m nothing of that sort – the inhumane, perhaps heartless sort. One who acts without brains. I’m a fcking reasonable and realistic person for goodness sake!

I’ve come to know that, the innocent looking or rather, those who act innocent always earn sympathy from others. Thus, getting finger-pointing away from them and in the opposite direction. Thank you my beloved friends who did not fall for the trap!

And mind, the rest of u, don’t jump to conclusions in issues u’re not expert in. As this merely shows the unintelligent, narrow-minded, ignorant and dense sort u choose to be.

Behold the actor, a picture of blamelessness. Sometimes I wish you’d act the 21 years u are, that u’d learn from ur mistakes. I’m not saying I’m flawless as I've wronged too - How, if only… that would be another story told in a different time.

Now, if u could, please stop? Stop hassling those dear to me. For they know better what to think of me.



Judge not, lest ye be judged. The least anyone could do is respect me.


Kisses. ♥

Wednesday, 4 November 2009

a quick scribble

One free and quiet night for me tonite.
Haven't started finals revision yet. I'll start next week. Promise ;)
I'll be having two morning lectures tomoro. Gonna force myself up! Can't afford to miss any lectures this week.

This gonna be my last sem in Swinburne. Must do well, else i'm gone case. Feeling pretty strained lately, I suppose it's the exam pressure plus the uni transfer issue. :( *sigh* Coming into Swinburne's really a huge ass mistake. As said, easy to come in hard to go out. *SCREAMS*
After this exams n the senior math test that i've to sit for, i'm freaking gonna paint the town red!!

The past two days I was busy celebrating Edina's bday. Happy birthday sexay~ Hope u had fun with all of us + the surprise attack =P
I didn't take any photos though, cos my camera's with my daddy in Beijing.
Mum's going to Spore tomoro. So it's 3 days with jz the 3 of us at home and the maid.

I guess I won't be going anywhere end of this year. No annual family holiday cos I'd be studying for the whole of December. This sucks. But i'm ready to do whatever it takes to fly my sweet ass outta Kuching.



The roots of Education are bitter, but the fruits are sweet...


Kisses. ♥